So the last month or so, I’ve been doing a practice to notice what good things I can praise God about from each day, and it’s been really great to notice those things, some bigger than others, but each one still worth noticing.
Recently though, my future is looking a little different….weird & hard but also good & exciting. I know I’m being very broad & not saying a lot, but now is not yet the time to reveal what’s going on. But in the meantime, here’s where I find myself…it feels like a few doors have been closed, but when those doors closed, the only place I could turn to was up, looking to the heavens, and here is where I saw all these doors & windows that had been there all along, just waiting to be explored….
It’s a bit overwhelming though, knowing that what you have been doing will be changing, and what you will be doing, is yet to be discovered. I’m thankful that when I look up, I see the beautiful clouds that God created, feel the sun warm on my face, and can know that even through another unknown, that God knows and will be guiding me through all the way. Just like in the book of Joshua, God told the Israelites to follow behind the Ark of the Covenant so that by it they might know which way to go…this is my prayer, that in the next few weeks and months especially, that the Lord might lead so I can follow.
Psalm 139:4-6 says “Before a word is on my tongue you, LORD, know it completely. You hem me in behind and before, and you lay your hand upon me. Such knowledge is too wonderful for me, too lofty for me to attain.” The Lord knew these new things would change part of my outlook, but because He covers me and knows more than I can ever imagine, He is trustworthy to take care of me while I search for which window or door He’d like me to push open.